It's been a long ass time, hasn't it?
So, uhm, hello there.
I've basically been gone for...years, at this point so I think that I definitely deserve an explanation since I'm pretty sure that most of you have assumed that I'm dead..or on the flip side, I think that a good chunk of you are dead.
Right now, I'm currently on my last stretch of university before I graduate and have to get a real job, if you need a real life status. If I'm honest, I ditched this account for a multitude of reasons but the bigger ones were
1. Schoolwork and general job life was getting way too much so I had to cut down considerably on the amount of websites that I was on.
2. My artistic muse is dead. I still write and I'm definitely improving there but I haven't drawn in a long time which was again, due to schoolwork and a crippling sense of inferiority compared to others. I felt upset about how my style went and since my mental health was at its worst, I gave up and spiraled into a bottomless pit.
My mental health is...better compared to the past but, its unknown if I'll ever draw again as much as I used to. I do want to get back to doing it however but it'll take me awhile to basically re-learn everything that I knew. In the meantime, I'll just keep going as a writer.
Now then, will I go back to use this account? To be honest, no. This account is a product of my youth, when I was a dumb teenager and as a result, its full of a lot of dumb teenager worthy things so I don't feel comfortable using it anymore...but I'm not going to delete it. It's a shrine to my younger self, pieces of myself both good and bad that I've lost and regained so I just want to look back on it.
I don't know when I'll get a new DA but you need to contact me, my twitter is houjuucomplex and you can always send a message for my discord handle. In the meantime, I hope you guys are having a good time, especially with the amount of stuff 2020 has thrown at us.
journal entry one out of a billion
I'm planning to post more of my writings soon enough too; the next chapters of Paranormal Research Club should be coming soon enough.
Update #1 of...uh...1 probably.
I'll start posting up some recent written work (drawings might come eventually but that depends on my schedule because I work and have a college schedule now) but yeah, that's basically it. I'll be cleaning it up straightening things since there's a lot of memories of my weebish past that I want erased.
As I've said before, my twitter is houjuucomplex and I'm willing to give out my discord via PM!
Devious Journal Entry
Mainly my fault because I haven't really found a use for DA much anymore; Due to college beating me upside the head with a mallet, I haven't drawn anything in a long ass time and mainly regulated to working on writings for the most part. I've also gotten more active on Tumblr and Twitter, Discord as well.
A lot of shit has happened irl but that's a story none of you really want to go through.
[I've also remade a lot of my ocs lmao]
I'm considering making a new DA account, specifically for my new writings (and possibly drawings) since I think this account reeks of my old days when I was young and naive and stupid.
Anyway, if you want to contact me: my tumblr is hellahoujuus, my twitter is houjuucomplex, and if you want my discord, I'm willing to give it out via PM or something, alright?
That's all I guess?
REMEMBER WHEN I USED TO COME ON HERE
REMEMBER
lmao i guess the main reason that i haven't is because I haven't done a lot of things art related??? school's being taking a lot of my time so I never went to drawing and instead turned to writing instead but since 99% of you watch me for writing, this is probably undeniably hell because I want nothing to do with drawing unless I want to because my art style is non existent and I honestly find myself having more fun writing than I ever did drawing
BECAUSE LOOK AT ALL OF THAT DEATH I CAN PORTRAY IN WORDS RATHER THAN FLAILING AND CRYING IN AN ATTEMPT TO DRAW IT
But yeah, expect more writing and possible activity on here since I'm done with school until the fall and I'm just going to write about different types of stuff. Also, I got into three new things over my break
- Jojo's Bizarre Adventure (not finished with manga, on part 4)
- Persona
- Kancolle (YES I WENT DOWN THE BOAT HELL. HIBIKI > EVERYONE ELSE)